Thursday, September 17, 2009

Home cook Prawn mee

The soup has to be boiled with pre-fried prawn head and some chicken bones to make it flavorful and have more fragrant.

Hmmmm....found out that my cooking skills have not been deteriorated and still performing up to par although I didn't cook as often as last time. (*_*) syok sendiri. Honestly, I used to cook dinner for my family during my secondary school days. Dinner will be ready before 5. 30p.m. so that my mom could have her early dinner after worked.(She will be grumpy if the dinner wasn't prepared!) Somehow, I think I am a little ill prepared on the ingredients, I should have added some lard, bean sprout or 'chinese water spinach' to make it more irresistible. But luckily, my bro and sis think it is delicious. Wuahahahaha....*wink*

Monday, September 14, 2009

A Day Out With Friends

Just as we planned, today will be the late celebration for Cher Chien's birthday. Geok Wei and Cher Chien came all the way from UT to Cheras just to pick me up before heading to Jusco Cheras Selatan. Actually i wanted to go there by myself but they 'prohibited' me to do so. Therefore, I can do nothing besides waiting for them to come over. When they reached, it was such a coincidence that my dad was at home as he came back from the office. Sob sob ...My dad is still having sore throat and his nose is still running. Pity him. Sometimes, I did blame myself for not working in Sg. If I start earning money now, maybe he can retire and go for a holiday or something... But he is always being kind to me and support all the decision that I have made. Even though the decision might sound stupid or immature. 'It is okay to stumble and fall sometimes.' He believes people grow from mistakes. Again, I am straying too far from the title. =.=

We reached Jusco around 2.30pm. Without any hesitation, we rushed to green box in order to satisfy our key-off singing desire, wuahahahaha. I will never miss to sing the song 失落沙洲!!!! Undoubtedly, the lyric and melody are so heart- warming. Both of them have the same feeling as i do, so we sang the song twice. =)

Eventually, the karaoke session ended up on 5.30pm and is MOVIE time!!! We wanted to watch 'The ugly truth' badly as we are all fond of the romance genre movie. Not bad.. If you ask me to rate, the score will be 9.5 out of 10. Part of the movie is a bit similar to 'He's just not that into you'. Not much different though in terms of the plot. I believe guys will say' the ending is so predictable and gals always want to see happy ending' . Yada, yada...whatever..

Hmmmm, Cher chien didn't find anything fancy for her bday present at the mall. She will save it for the next outing i guess. But overall, today was fun and we wrapped up the day by singing along to the car radio. It is our favourite song----> Lenka (The Show).Tee hee..

Have -Done list:
1) Watch 'The Ugly Truth'

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Perseverance.Hardworking.Determination


If you believe in miracles

and dreams that all come true

you will find as if by magic

they will unfold in front of you

no matter how dark the burden

nor how heavy the load you hold

those dreams are waiting for you

all shimmering like gold

just believe in yourself

and keep focused every day

and never for a moment

allow them to slip away!

Then simple try to recognize

the strength you have within

and you’ll find that every battle

you so easily can win

just solidly determined

and focused in every way

and you’re sure to find the magic that lies in every day!

Get-up-and-go

To do list:

1) Do some reading on Nipah and H1N1 viruses and try to identify the antigenic epitopes using some available softwares. I have no idea which analyzing software to use. Will try to Google. Thereafter, prepare a short sum up review. Extremely vital, as it illustrates the input that have successfully goes into my mind.

2) I need to digest a meaningful book that share some useful thoughts on how we lead our life to happiness by making a right decision. Hmmm, I bought it because it might be a handbook for me as I always struggled in decision making (But, I took management during undergrad).Sigh.

3) I think i have been eating non-stop starting from the past few weeks and lack of exercise. I am turning myself into a gigantic dinosaur. Without hesitation, get my sport shoes and swimming suit ready and stop overeating. Cheh, ALL TALK and NO ACTION!

4) Watch 'The Ugly Truth'

5) Join Toastmaster gathering and get to know awesome people. Learn from the way they speak out their mind and share their ideas in an impromptu manner.

Due : Next Sunday

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Another Random Saturday

Venue: UT (Cher Chien's room) ; Time: 9.23p.m.; Mood: Mixed feelings

Quick updates:

1) To clarify, I am not supposed to be around UT/UM on Saturday. But I did. Hey, is my best friend's birthday and I really don't want her to celebrate alone. (If i am wealthy enough, I will buy her a two way air tickets from KL to KT so that she get to celebrate with her bf & family and enjoy her bday to the fullest.) But the fact is, I am dirt-poor. T.T

2) The best alternative I can take is to purchase two slices of cakes from Secret recipe and brought to her room in order to surprise her. Just in case you are curious of the cakes' flavor , they are lemon cheese and golden nugget.Cher chien isn't a big fan for sweet food so I try to avoid chocolate, ripe mango and some extremely sweet filling. I guess I had tried my best. Somehow cakes will still taste sweet, aren't they ?

3) Initially, I planned to bring her out for celebration. However, she told me that she had ordered vege rice from the caterer. =.= . Never mind, the huge celebration will be held on next week. FYI, there are lots of plan pending and it will be a real big one till our best friend, Geok Wei came back from Malacca.

4) We took our dinner in room. I bought packet rice from Bazaar Ramadan along my way to UT. We enjoyed each other company a lot. It doesn't matter what we had for our dinner, but with whom we have it that really takes into account. =)

p/s :I think my emotional intelligence quotient is extremely low.
我不是一定要你回來
只是当独自走入人海
除了你之外的依赖
还有谁能叫我勇敢

Friday, September 11, 2009

T.G.I Friday

Today, I was a bit lazy and woke up around 9 a.m. My best friend ,Cher Chien called me around 10 something and told me that Prof Viki will be in her room today.So, it means that i get to talk to her about my intention to leave. A bit nervous though...But, I still need to make a decision fast and tell her that I got an offer that allows me to continue my master. Have to tell her early, so that she will not be so annoyed as she had a bad experience with her Phd student before.

I am not in the right mood to blog but I have promised myself to at least write something per day.

Oh ya, we had our lunch at SS2 .The traffic was so congested and the weather was so hot as it was 2 pm in the afternoon. Beh tahan!!!! This would have drive all the drivers mad. Get honked several times and this had sufficiently made my blood boiled and flushed my face hot. You thought you are the only one that get irritates with the weather and traffic arh??!

Finally ,we reached that place. A nicely decorated Shang Hai Restaurant. We took set lunch which cost around RM9.90-10.90. Mine cost 10.90 and it includes a bowl of fried mee ( minced meat+ special soya sauce and some chili oil ) + drink ( sugar cane boil with carrot) and xiao long bao. Not bad afterall especially the xiao long bao and the drink. To me, the fried mee is a bit too oily. Nevertheless, we did ordered some side dishes ( Fried fu zuk rolled with prawn and cuttle fish and white lotus popia>> simply named it).The fried fu zuk thingy is special and delicious. We were all indulged by the side dishes. After chit chatting for a while, we decided to leave.

Then, we headed back to UT as there isn't any lab work.

I guess I will not be so free next month as Medic fac has a different kind of rigour.Don't know with that kind of routine , I will be driven mad or not?? Hmmmm...I wondered whether I still can have lunch with my best buddies .Lunch time will not be fun anymore without your company my friends.

My sister came back to KL from Sg today. Can't wait to see her although we just met 2 weeks ago. My mom bought a lot of fruits today. Yay, we can have fruit yogurt. I love honey dew :)

That's all for today.

Time to chit chat with my sister and plan properly where we want to go tomorrow.

Tomorrow is Cher Chien's bday. Happy Be-early birthday, wish all your dream comes true. Only god knows how i treasure our friendship.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Dissection and Rat Surgery

Today, as usual i woke up around 7.30 a.m. and quickly get myself ready for work. *grin*. Actually cannot consider as going to work also because i was not assigned with any lab work by Prof Viki yet. But my friend, Li fang will be doing dissection and rat surgery today. I am so looking forward to see how she carried out rat surgery in the Anatomy department. But i have doraphobia (fear of the skin or fur of animal)!! I want to get rid of this FEAR as i might need to deal with mice in the future (vaccination-don't know whether through oral/ nasal immunization or inter vascular vaccination). Whenever i think of that, i am extremely terrified but i am not easily defeated. Will try my best to overcome. Haha..

Back to story.

Li Fang arrived the lab around 10 a.m. I just follow whenever she goes. FYI, she is one of my faculty mate from UTM majoring in pure biology. She said she wants to go and check out the Grey oyster ( a kind of mushroom) that she have been freeze dried for 3 days. She told me that the freeze dried mushroom will be ground into fine powder for the ease of making mushroom extract. Her research focus on applying mushroom extract to help prevent neurodegenerative diseases such as Alzheimer , Parkinson and Huntington disease. These are the related diseases that i can think of at this moment. Li fang's uncle has a very established mushroom farm in Jenjarom. What i can say is , she has broad knowledge on mushroom. She can name the mushroom scientifically and spontaneously. Her sister is doing plant tissue culture on mushroom as well in Perth, Australia.I foresee their mushroom business will grow nationwide as they have very solid knowledge on these ' gilled fungi'. :)

Priscilla, who will be doing a similar project with Li Fang came to the lab later. She was absent yesterday and missed out some important calculation taught by the senior. Therefore, Li fang will assist her by briefly going through with her on what the senior has taught yesterday. Some essential calculation on tissue culture. I get to learn what is coating. Intriguing!

Ah ha, I get to chit chat with Mei Lin today. A girl from UMT who is now working as a RA in Pharmacology department. To be frank, she is a very outspoken girl and it was nice to have a long conversation with her. She was very frustrated with her plates as her desired bacteria wasn't growing and the agar is feeding the fungi instead. Hmmm..can understand how she felt. Sometimes, things just do not turn out right. But i believe tomorrow will be another brand new day. So hopefully the new plates will be free from contamination so that she can carry on with her work as planned.

I digressed too much from the title. haiz. I always tend to be long winded.

After having lunch with lab mates in Seksyen 17, we proceeded to the Anatomy department in Medic fac. Car park for student is like flying pig over there. Tsk tsk tsk ...But we 'managed' to park illegally!Clap Clap...Then we went to the animal house or also known as Animal Holding Unit (AHU) to get the mice. Although the smell sucks,the rabbits over there are so cute and surprisingly they are very aggressive and hyperactive. I wonder what they have gone through. Big thanks to them , as they are assisting researchers in conducting research to help mankind. It wasn't sound fair to me. I am totally against vivisection. But the contradict part is I am a researcher. Wtf.

Mice were dissected and undergone perfusion. Li fang mistakenly poked the heart chamber. I am not sure which chamber to poke. Blood bursted! We looked at each other and it was our turn to burst into laughter. Gee...Luckily it didn't stain my lab coat or hit right to my face. Thank god. Perfusion method is a method to drain out all the blood from the mice and eventually preserved it with chloroform. Normally, the mice will not shivered as it happened today. But as Li fang has mistakenly poked the wrong chamber, the mice shivered and there are mucus and blood coming out from the nostril. Can u imagine the mice even bite its own tongue?!It was tough in aiming the right chamber to poke as the heart beats very fast.The purpose for her to do dissection is to examine the sciatic nerve and do immuno staining before she can carry out some in vivo experiments.

In the case of rat surgery , the rat wasn't dissected or sacrificed. The fur on the femur was trimmed before the surgery was carried out. Li fang is good , as she found the sciatic nerve in less than few seconds without digging the flesh. She disrupted the sciatic nerve in order to see what will happen to the rat. As far as i know, the leg movement of the rat will be limited. Phew...At last , come to the stitching part. The flesh was stitched before the skin. Stitching is the fun part as it is so similar to what a doctor is doing. Finally, we applied some chloramphenicol on the stitches to prevent infection. Li fang said stitches will cause itchiness to the rat and they usually bite the stitches off. Awww...Little rat, please don't do that for the sake of your leg...infected wound is going to give you much more pain.

Then, we called it another working day. But gals, it was totally an experience for me!Thanks for including me on your 'adventure'.

Drive home and again traffic jam is unavoidable ...I hate congestion.: (

Till the next post.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

We learn from pain not from happiness!

Dear Ee Lin,

In the past few months, you have been busy searching jobs in Singapore and eventually you got an interview from National Cancer Center in Singapore. You were so thrilled and excited at that time. However, these feelings didn't last long enough till you start the job. Along the interview and application process, you had struggled so much due to so many doubts and worries. You weren't able to describe what is the actual fear at that particular moment. But, as it goes along, you found out that it was you yourself. You are always lack of confidence and never ever try to solve problem or even dare to face them. With this kind of behavior and attitude, you made yourself lost a very good opportunity.

p/s: I felt very sorry to the principal investigator, Dr. Mac and his research staffs from the laboratory of oncoproteomics (Hui min, Siok yuen, Celine, Khin and Grace) . Due to my indecisiveness, I had made the whole recruiting process lengthy and difficult. To be honest, I felt like a troublemaker and it just so not ME! Me myself also get frustrated. Can't really imagine how they actually feel about me. I can't believe that i still have doubts till the day i am going to sign the offer letter, it was totally insane and ridiculous.I was very upset with my own indecisiveness. But, what i can say is , never look back but take this experience to grow and be a better person. My journey as a graduate student will start off next month in Oct and I believe there are so many things that i have to learn and explore in Science. Conducting research is my passion and strive to be happy is my motto.

Attached article is what my best friend, YiHuey has posted on her blog lately,

苏格拉底是古希腊的大哲学家。他在风烛残年之际,想考验和点化一位平时看来很不错的助手。于是 ,他把那位助手叫到病床前 ,深情地说:“ 我的蜡所剩不多了, 得找另一根蜡接着点下去, 你明白我的意思吗?”

助手连忙答道: 明白, 您的光辉思想得很好地传承下去 !

可是,苏格拉底慢悠悠地说,“我需要一位最优秀的传承者。他要富有智慧,要具有非凡的勇气和信心。你帮我寻找和发掘这样的人吧!”

“好的,好的。我一定竭尽全力地寻找,决不辜负您的栽培和信任。”助手温顺地说。

苏格拉底笑了笑,没说什么。

那位忠诚而又勤奋的助手,不辞辛劳地到处寻找。可是,导师苏格拉底都婉言谢绝了他找来的人。病入膏肓的苏格拉底硬撑着坐起来,抚着助手的肩膀,说:“真辛苦你了!但是,你找来的人,怎么能成为我的传承者呢?”

“我一定加倍努力。”助手恳切地说,“哪怕找遍天涯海角,我也要找到那位最优秀的人,举荐给您。”

苏格拉底又是笑了笑,没再说什么。

半年之后,苏格拉底眼看自己就要告别人世,然而寻找传承者的事还没有眉目,只好再把助手叫到自己的床边。助手泪流满面,沉重地说:“我真对不起您,令您失望了!”

“ 失望的是我,对不起的却是你!”说到这里,苏格拉底就闭上眼睛。停顿许久,他又不无哀怨地说:“本来,最优秀的就是你。你不敢相信自己,才把自己给忽略、 给耽误、给丢失了。你要知道,每个人都可以成为最优秀的人才。关键在于能否自己认识自己、自己尊重和推荐自己……”话没说完,一代哲人——苏格拉底就永远 地离开了他深切关注的世界……

meaningful though!